Musiktråd

[nackskott]

Vad lyssnar ni på när ni mår som sämst?
Under starka ångestattack så vill jag ha något ångestfyllt, argt, sådär på allra högsta volym. Är jag låg och allmänt deprimerad så vill jag ha något melankoliskt, något som kan vara en bra kandidat att ha på min begravning.
Hade jag varit tvungen att lyssna på något i stil med tuggummipop när jag mår dåligt så hade jag nog tagit livet av mig för länge sen.

Musiktips:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bGFXKYvH39I
Three days grace - animal i have become




So what if you can see,
The darkest side of me?
No one would ever change this animal I have become.
Help me believe, it's not the real me.

I can't escape myself.
So many times I've lied,
But there's still rage inside.
Somebody get me through this nightmare.
I can't control myself.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zK2i54puwjw
Pain - nothing


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y2lhkCQkhu8
Simple plan - untitled


How could this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?

[nackskott]

Haha, snyggt när länknamnet kommer upp som URL istället

[Insatiable]

Oftast Anna Ternheim [speciellt Better be & To be gone, de låtarna är texterna så starka i], eller någon galet arg musik. Typ System of a down, Poison the well eller As I lay dying.

Älskar den här texten:

"Leave the body leave the mind,
leave the body leave the mind
Every promise every place behind

I just happen to feel so alone, for today for all days to come

I just wanna be wanna be gone, I just wanna be wanna be gone

Leave the quiet leave the night, leave the quiet leave the night
Broken feelings of dreams out of sight

Pictures in your head at night, for tonight for all nights to come
Erased for good and always gone, erased for good and always gone

Leave the city leave the cold,
leave the city leave the cold
Young people far too old

Let me cross a very fine line,
for today for a lifetime
For today for a lifetime

Leave the body leave the mind
Let me leave the body leave the mind
Every promise every place behind

I just happen to feel so alone,
for today for all days to come
For today for all days to come

I just wanna be wanna be gone"


[To be gone/Anna Ternheim]


& denna:

"Another day passes by. Another attempt at love. Remains unrequited. Why do I even bother? I should have learned from the past. I am but a statue. Impervious to love. This punctured heart is mine. Becomes a handful of dust. Dust. Hope has now wilted away. Wilted. Along with these dreams. That became emptiness. A final exit becomes clear. I am self destructive. A product of this solitude.
I am riddled with shards. One simple wish now dies. Was my request so great? One simple wish now dies. Was my request so great? Once again I drown in its denial. Was it so complicated? Once again. I've been. Spit upon. Taken with a grain of salt. My life is gone."


[Grain of salt/Poison the well]

[Anonym]

Åh, Poison the well och As I Lay Dying har jag tänkt att kolla upp ett antal gång. Tack för att du återväckte intresset

[nackskott]

Ach, glömde logga in.

[Anonym]

Nirvana med låten Lithium är väl något av en bdd låt

[tira]

linkin park - crawling är helt klart min tribute låt.
men sen lyssnar jag även på annan musik...
assemblage 23 - cocoon, ground  e väldigt bra text..

crawling in my skin
these wounds they will not heal
fear is how I fall
confusing what is real


there's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
consuming/confusing
this lack of self-control I fear is never ending
controlling/I can't seem


to find myself again
my walls are closing in
(without a sense of confidence I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before
so insecure

crawling in my skin
these wounds they will not heal
fear is how I fall
confusing what is real

discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me
distracting/reacting
against my will I stand beside my own reflection
it`s haunting how i cant seem...

to find myself again
my walls are closing in
(without a sense of confidence I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before
so insecure
- Linkin park - Crawling -

Even though I know it's only chemical
These peaks and valleys are beginning to take their toll
Try to convince myself that all it takes is time
But the most derisive voice I hear is mine

It opens all the scars on me
It leaves me shaken in my belief
It takes my hand just to drag me down
It makes me a stranger in the crowd

Give me isolation just for now
I feel a hard rain coming down
I promise that I will be back soon
But for now I'll return to my cocoon

There is thunder in the distance and the sky grows gray
There is lightning in the clouds in search of prey
It's not a matter of if as much as when
The clouds will break and the rainfall will begin

It opens all the scars on me
It leaves me shaken in my belief
It takes my hand just to drag me down
It makes me a stranger in the crowd

Give me isolation just for now
I feel a hard rain coming down
I promise that I will be back soon
But for now I'll return to my cocoon

Cracks in the chrysalis spread out like tiny snakes
That hiss a litany of rumors and mistakes
But I'm afraid their cause is fraught with futility
There is nothing more that they can take from me

It opens all the scars on me
It leaves me shaken in my belief
It takes my hand just to drag me down
It makes me a stranger in the crowd

Give me isolation just for now
I feel a hard rain coming down
I promise that I will be back soon
But for now I'll return to my cocoon
- A23 - Cocoon -

Be still
Though chaos rains around you now
Only so much rain can fall at once
Breathe in
And let the air envelope you
And slow but sure, serenity will come

Close your eyes
Try to breathe
Feel the ground beneath your feet
It's still there
The world still turns around

Stand up
Though circumstance has knocked you down
There is nothing gained by staying within it's reach

Take strength
In every failure you endure
Our mistakes have many lessons they can teach

Close your eyes
Try to breathe
Feel the ground beneath your feet
It's still there
The world still turns around

Destroy
These walls you've built around yourself
You can't take another step until they're gone

Move out
No use in dwelling in the past
Bid farewell to all your fears and carry on

Close your eyes
Try to breathe
Feel the ground beneath your feet
It's still there
The world still turns around
- A23 - Ground -

[Jojje]

Den här låten har jag identifierat mig med länge länge länge...
Låter speglar mer eller mindre exakt hur jag känner. Hela vägen.


Radiohead - Creep

When you were here before,
Couldn't look you in your eye
You're just like an angel,
Your skin makes me cry

You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so fucking special

But I'm a creep,
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here

I don't care if it hurts,
I wanna have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul

I want you to notice
when I'm not around
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here, ohhhh, ohhhh

She's running out again
She's running out
She run run run run...
run...

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep,
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here

I don't belong here...

- I really don't.

[Discouraged]

Den här låten har jag identifierat mig med länge länge länge...
Låter speglar mer eller mindre exakt hur jag känner. Hela vägen.

Samma låt, Creep med Radiohead, är en låt som jag lika gärna kunde ha skrivit. Texten beskriver exakt vad jag känner om mig själv. The Cure har gjort en bra cover också.

[nackskott]

Och så får vi ju inte glömma dia psalma med vi svartnar 

Mina ögon ser mer än ytan
mina fingrar känner mer än kyla
mitt förtroende är ärrat
jag skrattar åt allt jag ser

Jag föraktar, det vinner i längden
bakom hatat gömmer sig rädslan
jag har gråtit slut alla tårar
jag trodde, men se på mig nu

Någon slår in spikar i mitt huvud varje natt
vaknar varje morgon, hoppas att spegeln har bytt bild
skriker varje dag ut min längtan till mig själv
jag saknar mig, jag hatar mig, beskyller mig själv för allt

Ta bort mig, jag fryser
vi svartnar, en kolbit
Ta bort mig, jag fryser
vi svartnar, från diamant till kol

Vi famlar runt i grottor
utan lykta, utan ljus
här finns det bara mörker
kan någon visa vägen ut

I tider av förändring
och desperata försök
vi får aldrig veta innan
vad som finns vid nästa krök

Jag kommer till en skiljeväg, jag måste hitta ut
för långt åt fel håll, där finns det inget ljus
allt blir en enda chansning utan början, utan slut
vem fan vet hur jag hamnat här, flyg bort mig härifrån

Ta bort mig, jag fryser
vi svartnar, en kolbit
Ta bort mig, jag fryser
vi svartnar, från diamant till kol

[tira]

Och så får vi ju inte glömma dia psalma med vi svartnar 

Mina ögon ser mer än ytan
mina fingrar känner mer än kyla
mitt förtroende är ärrat
jag skrattar åt allt jag ser

Jag föraktar, det vinner i längden
bakom hatat gömmer sig rädslan
jag har gråtit slut alla tårar
jag trodde, men se på mig nu

Någon slår in spikar i mitt huvud varje natt
vaknar varje morgon, hoppas att spegeln har bytt bild
skriker varje dag ut min längtan till mig själv
jag saknar mig, jag hatar mig, beskyller mig själv för allt

Ta bort mig, jag fryser
vi svartnar, en kolbit
Ta bort mig, jag fryser
vi svartnar, från diamant till kol

Vi famlar runt i grottor
utan lykta, utan ljus
här finns det bara mörker
kan någon visa vägen ut

I tider av förändring
och desperata försök
vi får aldrig veta innan
vad som finns vid nästa krök

Jag kommer till en skiljeväg, jag måste hitta ut
för långt åt fel håll, där finns det inget ljus
allt blir en enda chansning utan början, utan slut
vem fan vet hur jag hamnat här, flyg bort mig härifrån

Ta bort mig, jag fryser
vi svartnar, en kolbit
Ta bort mig, jag fryser
vi svartnar, från diamant till kol

oh ja. de e skitbra:)

[hopeless]

ani difranco - grey
&
bright eyes - a perfect sonnet

bara dom jag kommer på just nu...

[Ilona]

Is it shame?
Is it greed?
Is it something that I need?
To make me feel so strong to the other ones
Is it real?
Is it true?
All the trouble I go through
Is it just a way, to show
(Trying so hard, but still I get nothing)
That I don't have the strength to show
But the mirror will always know
I've got to let go
Is it them?
Is it me?
I'm just too occupied to see
Afraid to look within to the real one
Can it be that I am scared
To share the parts I've never shared?
Or is it just a way, to show
(Trying so hard, but still I get nothing)
You won't get inside my head cause I won't let you go
To see that I'm crying out for you to
Know what I want to say
I've got to let you know
That I want to say
I've just got to tell you


Hoobastank The Mirror lyrics

[Confundus]

pink floyd är ju mina absoluta älsklingar.
deras låt wish you were here är sådär galet bästbästbäst.

johnny cash - hurt är också en passande låt.

So, so you think you can tell
Heaven from Hell,
blue skies from pain
Can you tell a green field
from a cold steel rail?
A smile from a veil?
Do you think you can tell?

And did they get you to trade your heroes for ghosts?
Hot ashes for trees?
Hot air for a cool breeze?
Cold comfort for change?
And did you exchange,
a walk on part in the war
for a lead role in a cage?
How I wish, how I wish you were here.

We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl,
year after year,
Running over the same old ground.
What have we found?
The same old fears.
Wish you were here.

[memento]

wish you were here är sådär galet bästbästbäst.

äsch, jag lyssnar på Patti Smith. Eller Gun Club, eller Piazzolla, eller nåt.